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Name: hAze
State: JerzeE
Birthday: 4/29/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: vibin.. bgurLin.. dancing... clubbing... ballrooming... writing.. reading.. heheeh.. being studious ;oP.. partayin.. skiIng... voLLeybaLL... anything that brings a smiLe to my face :oD
Expertise: simply being me..
Occupation: Student


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MSN: baby_batman267@hotmail.com


Member Since: 6/15/2002

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Thursday, October 08, 2009

.fall in new jersey.

does anyone else feel like the world is just passing them by???.. i can barely recover from one thing when the next thing is already in my face... i feel like i just graduated last month... yet here i am turning in my applications to pharmacy school... cramming whatever else I can into my head about the PCAT..

i wonder what else is in store for me.. i wonder if i will accomplish my goals to get into pharm school.. and if i dont... what happens next??.... no offense to ccm.. but i can't stay here another year... it isn't the right place for me.. i dont belong here..

can you feel the vibe of me missing MSU???.. it's so messed up that at MSU i was missing new jersey so badly.. and now that i am here.. i cant get enough of MSU.. whether it be tailgating the douche with the UMich sticker on his rear windshield on Rt 10.. or cursing ESPN in some random bar in morristown... i rep MSU wherever i go.. i am a spartan for life.. and i didnt even realize how much of a spartan i was until now...

things for me to look forward to:
Oct 17th~~~~PCAT
Oct 23rd~~~~FACT at UIUC!!! *(that's right ladies and gentz... it's nearly official.. just need to see how the funds are doing)*
Oct 30th~~~~North Carolina trip
Oct 31st~~~~ HALLOWEEN!!!! as Starfire and rein is going to be Robin!!!... i'm so hyped you have no idea..

so that's all for now... enjoying what i have to enjoy in NJ... my famz.. my bf .. my job... to my PASS/freQ/APASO/AAA/BB/RR... i miss you all SO MUCH... you guys are always in my heart... and i can't wait to see you all again.. mahalz

mwuahzes


Thursday, September 10, 2009

.welcome to ccm.

so school has started again... i must admit it has been drastically different not having to move in 800 miles away... not living on my own.. not paying rent.. and not cooking for myself..

living at home is okay.. my parents let me do what i want easily enough.. it's the whole commute to school that is tiring me out.... im so used to rolling out of bed and going to class.. this whole getting ready and driving... not my cup of tea..

plus parking??? it is the hardest thing to find on campus.. granted i'm used to the whole walking far distances to get to my class... but if i'm driving to get there... i expect to be at little bit closer to my class.... and that hill.!!!.. give me flat michigan state any day! i'd rather walk from hubbard to holden than walk up that hill over and over again..lolll..

and then there are the classes...omg.. teachers who take attendance?!!!!! why can't i just do the work... show up for the exam.. and read the notes on line... if i get the grade.. isnt that all that matters?!?!?.. what is with this.. you HAVE to show up for class nonsense??... NONSENSE!!!!! i'm so spoiled by my 40,000 student campus.. to just fading into the background... here... students are so sparse... im left out in the open.. teachers learn my name.. ask questions... ughzzzzzzz

all things to get used to..

on the flip side.. i dont have to worry about paying rent.. or electricity... or groceries... i get to see my baby between classes.. after classes.... before classes..  it's a good thing.. on top of this i get to work at my job at the hospital.. which is SWEET because they pay a lot better than any retail job I could land in lansing or okemos.. that and i get to make my own schedule as a per diem worker..

so life in new jersey has been different... but good to me.. it's just a matter of getting used to it all.. i can't wait to get into grad school.. for serious....


mwuahzes


Saturday, August 29, 2009

.Especially Reiner.

this past friday was my boyfriend's birthday.... mister francis reiner baylon officially took the partial step forward in the age ranks *(although not that far ahead of me )*...

earlier today.. he told me he's been having mood swings.. that out of nowhere he would feel sad.. i can't help but think that it is me that is making him feel this way.. that im doing something wrong.. or im not appreciating all the things that he does for me... he pulsed earlier "...what is so special about me?..." and to be honest.. there is plenty about him that is special..

this man.. that has been the apple of my eye for about 14 months is plenty special to me.. and to the people that are in his life... in reality he should be asking what isnt so special about him... he is especially kind.. especially honest... especially loving.. he takes his time to do the job right the first time even though it may be a little late... he believes in what he believes in.. he stands by his decisions..he's smarter than he let's on.. and can accomplish great things when he sets his heart to it.. i can watch him dance for days.. and he can dance for days regardless of the chances of an asthma attack occurring.. he's a stickler for style.. has the patience of a saint.. and is fully devoted to his friends and family... when he loves something... he loves it till his heart hurts.. 

there is so much about him that i love to love and that i hate to love... but i love every single cell, thought, essence that is him...he is my atlas, my gravity, my world... he would do anything for me.. and i would do anything for him.. he dreams of success.. he dreams of a family.. he dreams of a smart dog and a new audi a4....  and with his heart set to it.. i know he can accomplish it all.. given the time and the support.. because he is especially determined to be happy..

with that... i just want to wish my bae.. the happiest birthday possible.. jordan status is a pretty sweet status to be at... so let's enjoy it... together .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAE.. and MANY more to come. i love you


mwuahzes


Tuesday, July 07, 2009

.times flies.

it seems like ever since i graduated... time has been on fast forward...i dont even know where to begin.. i suppose a little summary is expected...

.graduation weekend.
the weekend was awesome.. what more could i ask for.. my family.. my friends... all there to support and celebrate my accomplishments... my fellow chemists and i couldn't believe that the day had FINALLY arrived to don that bright green gown and receive our diplomas.. but for each of us the moment came and went faster than you can sing the MSU fight song..

some of the graduates.. at our CEM photoshoot

me receiving my diploma.. all giggly as usual.

that weekend was filled with celebration with both family and friends... going out to the bars of East Lansing one more time for a while.. and partying with PASS till the fall..(i promised i would visit!!)


at Rick's

after graduation i packed up my apartment.. and went to chi with my brother and ate evonne and rein.. it was a really dope time just seeing the sites.. and catching up with my ate kathleen and even some heads from MSU

on the way to the chi


steak anyone?

.back in nj.

since returning back to jersey.. ive been working.. and relaxing.. and.. trying to figure out what comes next in life... pharmacy is looking promising... but i still have to apply.. so i get a year to myself.. the clear my head.. and have a fresh start..

work has been lovely to have... i could not ask for a better job right now.. it pays well.. and i dont mind being there.. ;oD

being with the parentals.. is actually not as bad as i expected it to be.. im allowed out more frequently than i thought... and the parents dont nag me TOO much.. i love having my dog to cuddle with.. and having food in the fridge that doesnt make me chubbo..plus i get to catch up with the broheir pretty frequently.. which is always a breathe of fresh air.. no one gets things like we do.. lol

i think best of all is im 20 minutes from my other half ;oD it has been awesome to say the least.... so many places we've gone.. and ive been so SLOW uploading and editing pics that you are just going to have to take my word for it.. lololol... although his point and shoot does help..


at West Orange's carnival waiting for the swings

at Alvin and Carlo's grad party

at the PNA luau.. having a ball with my mom

hangin with chris and vida at NYC for WOD

tehehe

and probably the highlight of my summer thus far would be going with rein and odell to NC for sheree's 18th birthday debut... it was SO much fun.. and i love all of Rein's family.. it was a blast meeting everyone and going places..

the roadtrip crew after tetris-ing the luggages into cloud

typical

miss sheree's cotillion crew

this is us

after the pool.. at the mall

red door  in raleigh

the lot of us at raleigh

bowling with cousins... siblings.. and friends..

on the way to see transformers in imax

so... yeah... im still alive!!!! i figured i would update before my computer died.. lolll...hope everyone is having a wonderful summer!!!

mwuahzes




Tuesday, May 05, 2009

.for my yumi, i'll do almost anything.

lollllll..so ive been upgrading yumi's lifestyle as of late.. i always said that her cage was too small.. and she was escaping from her crittertrail like it was her job.. (seriously.. she is a ninja)... and in my apartment.. where the doors pretty much seal her off from going anywhere else.. that is fine... i figured out she has chosen the kitchen as her living space.. and she likes to store things in the bathroom... (yes.. she has escape enough that i know this)... but seeing as when i move back to new jersey.. there is beamer (my shih tzu- poodle dog).. and though he is really sweet to yumi.. i doubt out of the cage it would be a fun relationship...so i invested in a habitrail... which seems to be a little bit more... escape proof... and she seems to be enjoying her new living space.. as you can see from the videos that i posted on facebook

cribs.. yumi-style

but then i was reading reviews.. and they were talking animal cruelty.. cuz the cage is toooooo small.. and i was like.. oh man.. i dont want to be one of those people... LOLOLOLOL... so.. i connected her old cage.. and her new cage... and instead of having the tube going to the loft of her old cage *(where she escapes from the most)*.. i took out that tube and used that outlet to connect it to her new cage...


old cage is to the left.. new cage is to the right

so as you can see.. yumi is now PIMPIN' it up.. and living large.. LOL.. my parents are going to think im freakin nutz.. but hey.. they did name me hazel....

so.. now that yum-ster has provided SOOOOOOOO much distraction from studying.. i'm back at it... good knowledge to everyone on their finals.. class of 2009... let's finish this up right!

mwuahzes




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